I look back to long ago.
And at everything in the past...

Im sorry for all ive put you through.
And all the tears you cried...

Dont worry about me loving you.
Cause I really dont anymore...

Cant have wat you want.
Life sucks as it seems...

Off in Iraq you go.
So proud and so strong...

Ive shut the door to my heart.
Locked it up and thrown away the key...

I remember lying next to you.
Staring into your eyes...

Every night I cry myself to sleep.
Thinking one day you'll come back...

I look in on my future.
To find you always standing there...

Looking into your eyes.
A smile forms on my face...

Its hard to get to sleep at night.
Without you by my side...

Here I am crying again.
Crying my self to sleep...