And there she was sitting on the train, listening to every screeching sound that came from it, usually it was therapudic but today every one of those sounds made her think about the decision that layed heavy on her heart.

Her mind is a mess.
She wants 2 things.
She loves 2 people.
one she loves and one she is in love.
one wont have her, she'll have to settle.
She doesn't want to break a heart.

She knows that if she's with him when the one says he wants her back, she will drop everything for him because her heart has belonged to him since the first moment she layed eyes on him.

Even tho she may love this boy.
The boy she is in love with has her whole heart.
She can't be in love with anyone else.

That boy stands unknowing that he is the keeper of her heart.

She needs him in her life, because in her mind and in her heart there isn't room for anyone else.

I think it's a sign that we can't picture our lives in the future with anyone other then eachother.

([not mine])

Cory- its an interesting feeling, you know?
Shawn- what, knowing its over?
Cory- no, being the only guy in the world who knows its not.

I'm talking to you on the phone as if everything is fine. You'd never know that between every sentence I put it on mute and let a few more tears fall.