I've been told I'm "hot" "beautiful" "pretty" etc...I've also been told my boyfriend is "ugly". Appearences should not matter, but they do. I find myself caring way too much about what other people think of me. I wish I was different. |
This pain feels so unreal
I still cannot believe your gone...
Vacant eyes stare
no emotion behind them...
I'm bringing back my old habits
Taking out my sharp intstruments to play...
Always running,
but stumblig along the way...
Nobody cares about the underdog
We walk on by unnoticed...
I gave you my heart and you returned it in pieces |
I cut these pains into my arm to seek a twisted form of relief. |
Your words were only pretty lies masquarding as the truth |