I love you so much, and knowing that you will never want me, is more painful than anything i could possibly do to myself

I have liked many, i have loved a few. but iv never loved anyone, as much as i loved you

You're ashamed of me, but you said you loved me. or was that just one of your mountain of lies?

You tell me to talk to you if i need your help, why on earth would i confide in you when you let me down before and told them everything?

I am trying my hardest to block out all my triggers, im trying to ignore all my whispers. you make it that bit harder to stop. stop forcing me to cut that bit deeper

My body is a shell,
My soul died so long ago,
I simply exist,
As a prop in your show.

My crimson tears fall,
My broken heart beating slow,
I’m alone once again,
With no where left to go.

I cried until i couldnt cry anymore, so im sitting here bleeding until theres no more blood to bleed.

When you caught me, i asked you not to say anything. you promised you wouldnt. but you did, didnt you? you told her everything. thank you for prooving adults dont understand my problems, thank you for letting me down, just like everyone else

When You told me you loved me, i thought i loved you back. but now i think about it, how can u love me? when i hate myself this much?