You may hate me, and may not trust me. but you can always trust the fact that i hate myself more than you ever could

goodbyemylover

I cried until i couldnt cry anymore, so im sitting here bleeding until theres no more blood to bleed.

My crimson tears fall,
My broken heart beating slow,
I’m alone once again,
With no where left to go.

My body is a shell,
My soul died so long ago,
I simply exist,
As a prop in your show.

I am trying my hardest to block out all my triggers, im trying to ignore all my whispers. you make it that bit harder to stop. stop forcing me to cut that bit deeper

You tell me to talk to you if i need your help, why on earth would i confide in you when you let me down before and told them everything?

You're ashamed of me, but you said you loved me. or was that just one of your mountain of lies?

I have liked many, i have loved a few. but iv never loved anyone, as much as i loved you

I love you so much, and knowing that you will never want me, is more painful than anything i could possibly do to myself

I have loved you since forever, and i hope that oneday, you feel the way i do to someone else, and i hope they break your heart like you broke mine. and i hope you cant handle it, just like me