Smiles are fake but tears are real,
the pain i make, the pain i feel,
you are the reason, you are the course,
you feel no guilt, and no remorse

goodbyemylover

I love you but my love isn't enough for you is it? i no im not good enough. im sorry i bought it up

goodbyemylover

You are the reason i am still here. without the light you bought back into my life, i would have died along time ago. The reason im still here, is the promise i made to you. Im sorry i hurt you.

goodbyemylover

Im sorry il never quite be what you want, im sorry im not who you thought i was, im sorry im not perfect, im just sorry

goodbyemylover

I think they no,
because the angels are crying,
they see my perfect smile,
and no inside im dying.

from my new poem, flying with the angels

goodbyemylover

Holding the cold blade, against my wrist, and praying to god for the strength to push down

goodbyemylover

I will always hate you for what you did to me, but i will always hate myself more for what i did to you

goodbyemylover

My arm is hurting, the blood stinging as it flows out of my open arm. Im sorry you had to see it, im sorry i ruined everything. Again

You Paint Red All Over Me.
I Get Red With Anger Too Easily.