I dont know how to explain
I dont know wat to do
About this pain i feel inside
Can you help me through???

I dont know wat to do
About this pain i put you through
I feel so bad
That i made you sad
PLEASE FORGIVE ME!!!

Kiss me im beautiful
Kiss me im ugly
Kiss me because....
YOU LOVE ME!!!

Its like a knife through my heart
Thats the pain i feel
A bullet to my head
This is for real!!!

You are so pretty
And then im not
Its such a pitty
That im not pretty!!!

I never get invited
I hate what they do
I cant stand that they sometimes say
I LOVE YOU!!!!: (

They always leave me behind
Why am i the outcast
Im never in your mind
And i cant stand it!!!!

I wish you were the one i loved
I wish you were the one i held
I wish your were the one right there
I wish you were my TEDDY BEAR!!!

Killers stab you in the stomach
Boyfriends stab you in the heart
Friends stab you in the back
Best Friends dont carry knives

I look at myself
And then start to cry
Im not that beautiful
And i just wanna die!!!