Depression has been a good friend for so long.
it seems just last year we were the best of...

In debt i am.
i am in debt to her...

Screeching tires
screams of fright...

Daddy can't you see how I've grown I'm not the...
abandoned years ago by the very man i call my...

A world all my own.
away from the place i call home...

No one see's the tear streaming down my face.
no one see's the scarlet red stripes on my wrists...

I look into you eyes and know exactly where i want...
wraped in your arms safe from the world...

As she wipes away the tears and holds my hand with...
her reensureing words warmed my heart...

Standing here today with family and friends.
tears fill there eyes...

The tears are falling with no end in sight.
the pain is unbareable but i can't release it...

I sit all alone only me and the blade,
wondering if with one slice it will end all...

I HAVE KNOW YOU SINCE I WAS ONLY A CHILD.
JUST A KID MIXED UP IN THIS UNFORGIVEING WORLD...