~AS CLOSE AS WE WERE, AND AS MUCH AS WE CARED, HOW COULD TWO LITTLE WORDS DESTROY EVERYTHING WE EVER HAD.~

Death is simply misunderstood.

The blade takes away all my fears and all my pain.

I am tired of liveing a lie. liveing a life as my parents want me to. they think they no me but all they no is who they want me to be.

The world turns and time goes by. people scatter in every direction, but not me i'm in a stand still postion tring to figure out which path to chose the path of life or the path of death. somtime i think i know but others i wonder.

Love is said to be the slowest form of suicide. if thats true then baby i'm slowly dyeing in your arms.

My Love for you has never ended through all we've been through my love for you has only grown. it has not leasend even the smallest bit. Raymond i love you and i am scared of losing you again.

Age shouldn't matter if you really care.... it's just another number...

Age is just another sterotype.

So i have made mistakes, but now i am makeing up for them.....