Can you explain to them why I do the things I do..
Why I hurt myself on the outside to block out the...

Rusty metal piercing my skin.
My muscles begin to tighten...

When you look at me what do you see?
Can you tell I'm suffering and just wish to be...

Don't worry, I'll be fine. I just want to feel...
Now let me do this, and please don't try to stop...

I can't explain what is happening to me,
I just don't know what to say...

I've given up on hope,
I've given up on faith...

Daddy! where are you now?
Did you run away and hide somehow...

Lost, like a lonely little puppy waiting to be...
Searching all over to find nothing...

To take a knife and cut through my veins,
i'd get rid of my thoughts and erase all my pain...