I tell myself i have no feelings for you,
But i know that I'm lying...
In my heart the pain is hurting,
In my head my minds a mess...
Nothing ever changes,
Don't know why I thought it would...
Tears streaming down my face,
I feel I'm in a flood...
We've now left school,
It's how the story ends...
How are we supposed to live with changes?
When it kills us deep inside...
Time seems to stand still,
As we wipe our silent tears...
A storm is brewing,
My hell is on its way...
No one understand the intensity of the pain,
The constant stabbing, tearing, destruction...
I woke up this morning,
And my heart broke in two...
I tell myself you mean nothing to me,
I make myself believe...
I saw you today,
And my stomach over turned...