[x]..&& If Tears Made Us Pretty..Id Be The Prettiest Girl Alive..[x]

Everyone tells me to get over it... but how am i suppose to get over someone who ment the world to me and when they left took me too?

I walked in while she put the gun in her mouth but being jealous i took it and put it in mine && pulled the trigger

&& i shed billions of tears every night but some how i still feel like crying

&& i wrote them them all notes telling them we could no longer talk or even speak to eachother again because i was scared to lose someone again

&& i still remember his kisses, touch, hugs, and most of all his smile... but i soon as i do rememer i shed a tear knowing he is gone and we cant be together ever again

&& HE SAiD ii LoVe YoU BuT aS SoON aS HE SaID iit I SHoT MYSeLF KNoWING iit WaS aLL A LiE

We talk together sharpening a knife like killing partners for a life,and hey we can hide the bodys on the way home,now here we are and were licking our skin to wipe us clean,strike a match ad pour gasoline,and ditch the scene and watch the city burn.

I drilled a wire through my cheek and made my mouth form a smile, but when i cried the wire rusted and i still frown

Maybe someday you'll actually see the sadness in her eyes and feel her pain as she crys at night