*I'd trade all I have |
*And I was just wondering, wil love ever know me?* |
*its time to give up on you...even tho im not ready* |
*a time where all that you can do is hope that somehow he will realize what a difference he made in your life & how he contributed to the person you have become* |
*sometimes, i hate myself because i kno that i am to blame* |
*maybe losing him bothers me a lot more than i let myself believe* |
*today is one of those days that i miss him, the lonely I-wonder-what-he-is-doing days* |
*i experienced a lot of first him him; |
*i no longer had to wonder what he was thinking all the time or ponder where we stood. It was over!* |
*he never seemed to notice, |