* i cant believe {["my guy"]},
was with this girl who liked him for just a {second} when i had been dreaming of him {forever}*

*saying goodbye seemed harder that day*

*i see you. I see her. You smile. She leaves. You ask how i am. I lie. She then calls you. You hastily say good-bye. You then walk away from me and go to her*

*i was not "in love" yet and i have to tell him. I have to stop the hollow words that became the bookends to our verbal communications*

*those threes letter words,
those eight letters,
could sum up just about anything*

{["I LOVE YOU"]} became our universal language. It meant hello, good-bye, im sorry, im happy, kiss me & thanks for lunch.

*everyone else was out of focus in his eyes while i was {[crystal clear]}*

*he was like no one i had ever met,
he treated me like i was the only girl in the world. If Cameron Diaz walked by, he wouldn't turn his head. I was all he needed and all he wanted*

*i found myself falling for him more and more each day*

*yu taught me bout {love&friendship},
showing me the strange
&sad&occasionally
beautiful ways the two complement each other or cancel one another out*