*where would i be if i had nvr met him?
would i still be that shy girl with zero self-confidence.
what would i be if i had nvr gone through this?
i would have missed the opportunity to love & be loved*

*i felt as though {[us]} have been nothing but [L.I.E.S]*

*he was my first love,
the first & only boy i ever said those three precious words too*

*i wanted nothing more than to cry myself to sleep & never wake up*

* I let go, doesnt mean i FORGOT*

*sure, we had good times,
but the true meaning of the word "relationship" was missing*

*he never seemed to notice,
but i was miserable much of the time we weren't together*

*i no longer had to wonder what he was thinking all the time or ponder where we stood. It was over!*

*i experienced a lot of first him him;
my first kiss, my first love & even my first heartbreak*

*today is one of those days that i miss him, the lonely I-wonder-what-he-is-doing days*