*maybe losing him bothers me a lot more than i let myself believe*

*sometimes, i hate myself because i kno that i am to blame*

*a time where all that you can do is hope that somehow he will realize what a difference he made in your life & how he contributed to the person you have become*

*its time to give up on you...even tho im not ready*

*And I was just wondering, wil love ever know me?*

*I'd trade all I have
Just to know...
how it feels to be inlove*

*I know love is something that you can't go out and buy
When you looking, always seems like it's the wrong time
But I hope one day I'll give away this heart of mine*

*Oh tell me why...we do almost everything that lovers do,
and that's why it's hard just to be friends with you*

&& I love the way you ignore the fact that I love you...

* To try and stop the pain, I shut my eyes and let all the memories of joy I had shared with him slowly flow into my thoughts *