I want him to be sitting there |
It's not even like i still love him. |
If it means marrying you |
Every boy is surrounded by girls. |
You would never guess a girl so happy on the outside is breaking down on the inside. a girl who laughs her head off everday. youd never guess shes covering up themillion tears behind her smile. |
It’s so easy for a friend to say, |
&& whenever they see you, they tap me and |
Iwanna be that girl whose picture is in your locker nd when you're looking at it, your boys ask who that picture is of, you say "this is the girl that i was telling you about.. she's the one that i love." |
And in the shower she cyrs..and scrubs her body till it red...because she thinks she can scrub all the love she had for you away. |
I didnt ask for any of this. but maybe i deserve all the pain, lies, tears, heartache. i guess im just a failure. |