I didnt ask for any of this. but maybe i deserve all the pain, lies, tears, heartache. i guess im just a failure.

He isnt my boyfriend - but i love
his hugs, his smile, his advice,
his love, his kindness and& the
times we laugh together. i guess
i fell in love with our friendship

No one knew the things she would hide
All the emotions bottled up inside
She couldn't keep back the urge to cry.
With each passing day, a part of her would die

She doesn't want to admit it, but she needs help... desperately.

Im looking for somone who'll let the light back in. someone to make me smile again .. someone who can fill this emptiness inside of me .. and to put the pieces back together.

People dont die from suicide,
they die from sadness...
for once, instead of telling me the reasons
why i shouldnt cry...pay attention to the
reason why i actually am

Break my skin, make me scream.
Sink so deep, make me weep.
Cut my flesh, make me bleed.
Take my life, set me free, My razor Blade

Press and pull
Release this pain
It doesn’t even matter
If I hit the vein

Cut the skin to the bone
Fall asleep all alone
Hear your voice in the dark
Lose myself in your eyes
Choke my voice, say goodnight
As the world falls apart

If you lose the key to my heart,
don't worry, just knock, i'll let you in