I don't know why,
but I'm in love with him...

I dreamt about you last night,
we were on the beach...

Sitting outside watching the cars pass by,
head in my hands wondering why...

I'm constantly going and going,
yet I'm no where near my destination...

My eyes are puffy and red,
warm clear liquid spilling down my cheek...

I thought I've grown,
since the last relationship...

As I lie here on my death bed now
I think of all the things I never said...