My eyes are puffy and red,
warm clear liquid spilling down my cheek...
Looking back on the previous year of our...
seeing things that I didn't notice before, about...
I don't know why,
but I'm in love with him...
I thought I've grown,
since the last relationship...
Sitting outside watching the cars pass by,
head in my hands wondering why...
As I lie here on my death bed now
I think of all the things I never said...
The feelings inside emerges like the slow rise to...
your smile tells me of a story not yet with an...
Dry tears soak my pillow as I wish this was the...
the inner pain hurts beyond the physical, and I'm...
I dreamt about you last night,
we were on the beach...
When your sleepy and need a shoulder to lay your...
I will be there...
The voices in my head,
are telling me to run away...
I'm constantly going and going,
yet I'm no where near my destination...