Love is unexplainable and unexpected,
In all of its many components...
I'm not the cause of this problem,
But the source that's not stopping it...
She innocently sits on her bed,
alone and unable to fight...
My outlook on life is blurry;
I'm slowly spinning out of control...
Being shot at like a prisoner,
Hurting from the inside out...
This so-called life went wrong,
And is now a bad dream...
Every word is cautiously thought out,
as if it could change the world...
I'm in this world by myself,
and living one big lie...
There are so many things I regret,
And so much I can't hide...
You're just like me,
alone in a fight...
Drowning in desperation,
That's me, fearful and alone...
These thoughts are all so numbing,
about things I and others go though...