I try to be rational
I try and make an excuse...
Was I to care
When you were depressed...
You call me beautiful instead of hot.
you kiss me on the forehead instead of my lips...
He placed a shadow in our hearts
Why would He want to tear us apart...
My heart screams out,
It screams out in pain...
I wanna be your sweetest nightmare
The one that keeps haunting you every night...
Here we go again, you're walking two steps ahead...
Singing to california and check yes juliet...
I deny my feelings for you
Afraid that I'd get hurt when you say No...
How was it so simple for you to walk away
and pretend like it was just another day...
Emotions, hard to describe
Yet you always knew, how I felt inside...