All my life i've wasted for this...

And nothing works, just living hurts.

Think you're giving but you're taking my life away.

Who put the mess in your head...filtering the sense of all you could have said.

When the joys of living just leave you cold, frozen from the failing mess you've made your own.

And that day...that was the day my life stopped.

And you know i always imagined it was something more...

I hate just letting it go because then you might think that i don't care and i do...more than anything in the world. But how can i give u chance to miss me if i don't leave it for a while...what do i do for the best.

And i'm going to stay here and wait patiently for you to realise what you've lost.

I'd probably do something stupid if i knew for sure you'd come and save me