I want U 2 feel my pain
Don't feel sorry 4 me...

What do I have 2 do 2 get it through 2 U?
Every time I see U I wink, smile, laugh, and blush...

At this point death will be my success
I take a number and patiently wait 4 death...

I'm lost n the mirror when I look at myself
I'm fresh 2 death n these clothes but I'm staring...

Time after time it's the excuse
Trying 2 apologize 4 the same thing...

Why do I have 2 live n this life of misery?
Making my life worthless 2 me...

Nervous, scared what ever U want 2 call it
Teeth chattering, palms sweaty...

Like I am
Just what U see...

My heart hurts
Its bleeding from passion of my unwanted love...

Making a promise U can't keep
Is like leaving a heart with no artery 2 leak...

My heart skips
I get chills down my spine...

I'm foolish 4 writing lies that my eyes wouldn't...
Like falling in love have never been 4 me...