Like I am
Just what U see...

Nervous, scared what ever U want 2 call it
Teeth chattering, palms sweaty...

Waking up to the chirps of the birds outside my...
I can smell food but its not breakfast...

Every time I'm with u I'm in heaven
But there are only a few things my mind will let...

Sitting here ready 2 say goodbye 2 the world...
They'll go on with their life as if I was never...

The Love that I gave my heart to
That no longer no bleeds...

Who has experience the pain of luv?
Or was it pain of rejection...

What is a dream?
A lie...

Why do I have 2 live n this life of misery?
Making my life worthless 2 me...

I can still feel your heart beating against my...
Still smell the scent of your perfume...

My love 4 poetry its hard 2 describe
It let me express my feelings and thoughts I have...

Christmas isn't really much 2 me
Never wanted nothing not really a materialistic...