if we werent meant to give things another
try ... our paths and our thoughts wouldn`t
keep crossing & we wouldn't keep tripping
over our feelings for each other ---

Its hard to wait around for something you know might not happen, but its even harder to give up when you know its everything you want

Heres to another night of fear and reckless pain.
here’s to another day that ill drive myself insane.
here’s to the boy that beat up my heart.. i hope
he's happy as he sees me fall apart.

I wasted too many nights waiting for your calls
staying up, crying, wondering what i did wrong
find me a reason to be with you and stay
tell it to my back; as i ------ » W a L k | A w A y

It's so awkward to look at each knowing there's
nothing on our minds but what we used to have

Sometimes the feeling you start to have again is
the feeling you never really stopped having..

She straightens her hair.. applies her make-up..
smoothes out her clothes, & takes one last look
in the mirror. Just to see what a failure she is.

Maybe sometimes.. you have to stop waiting
for someone to come around and fix what is
wrong --- maybe you have to stop feeling
sorry for yourself 'nd realize that noone else
has the answer.. sometimes you have to be y.o.u.r | o.w.n | h.e.r.o

Love isn't about how you forget but, how you forgive
it's not about how you listen but,how you understand
it's not about what you see but what you feel. &&
its not how you let go. its how you h o l d o n x3*

I'm gonna draw a picture, a picture with
a twist. I'll draw it with a razor blade, I'll
draw it on my [-wrist-]. As I draw this
picture.. A fountain will appear, as this
fountain flows my problems disapear