You know your life is out of control when you dont dare take off the mask of happiness, not even when you're alone in you're room. When you still fake a smile even to yourself when you're staring into a mirror.

If he could only hear my toughts and read the things i write about him...maybe he would see that we were truely meant to be.

It's so hard to think of leaving this place only to look back on all the memories of you and me and the times that made our lives worth while.

You said you cared
what a lie
and to think
i almost believed you
Im not that dumb
i know you\'ll go back to her
begging for forgiveness
pleading for her to take you back
You shouldnt play with my heart
if you arent over her

Hug her
show her you care
hold her hand
laugh with her
be with her
while I sit alone
as my eyes start to burn
and tears begin to fall

You said if i needed you, you'd always be there. I needed you today and to my amazement you were there. All i needed was a hug and that moment in your arms made everything melt away, for that moment everything seemed ok. i was finally happy.

In my heart I know I wont be able to forget you no matter how hard I try...Maybe because I dont want to forget the feeling I get everytime you smile, or everytime i see you with another girl and I remember how we used to be.

My mom says my room is messy
but to me its an organized mess...
i know exactly were everything is untill i clean it...

I know I told you I didnt love you anymore
But thats not the case
I still love you with all my heart
but i have to protect myself
I cant let you hurt me again
So its not that i dont love you...
It's that i can't...im sorry...

When you saw me crying you hugged me and told me it was ok to cry and that you'd always be there, you havent let me down yet so please dont prove me wrong, dont break my heart like the rest did...