I bash myself to sleep
wat u sow i will reap
i scar myself; u will see
i wish i wasnt me
i throw a little fit
i slit my teenage wrist
but ur selective judgements
and ur good-guy badges
dont mean a fuk to me
get ur gun, get ur gun

My thoat is raw from screaming & i havent even said a word.. </3

Im just a gurl who wants to hear those [three words] from {him} <33

& her last words were.."im sorry, Josh"

Please dont trip me..i dont want to fall.. </3

Wat do u do when the guy u love wont even look ur way? </3

I used to have a feeling that u would come back..then i saw u with her & realized u never would..

He asked me if i cared that he did stuff with other gurls..my mouth spoke, "no..its fine" when my head screamed, "ya, i care..i mean i fukin love u!"

**me and this guy r really good friends..and i love him more than a friend**

I finally got my answer; he doesnt [really] love me.. </3

I gave up trying a long time ago..