How can someone so beautiful turn out to be so broken?

It isn't exactly easy telling you what's on my mind..

Sometimes i wonder what you could possibly know about breaking down that i dont.. [</3]

The salty tears tears burn my cheeks as i cry for you.. [</3]

I can hear your every single whisper..But you cant hear my pleading screams.. [</3]

As i look at your picture holding the knife.. I think to myself; here goes my so called life.. [</3]

I guess if tomorrow never comes, you'll never know how much you mean to me.. [</3]

I misplaced my future..Can i borrow yours? [</3]

Look at that beautiful smile..But dont let it [fool] you.. [</3]

I love her..all i want is for her to love me back..she doesnt even deserve my love..all she does is drink..and do drugs..and care about him..Why cant she just be my mama again??

*This may not be the best..But its how i feel*