The suicide sprawls on the bloody floor of the bedroom..i witness the body with it's dabbled hair; i note where the pistol has fallen..

He cusses at me when he sees where ive made another cut on my wrist..yet {he's} the reason for the cut..

I dont kno how to live..i dont know how to smile..i cant live without u..not even for a little while..<33

Im tired of giving a smile that no one cares to see..</3

One day u'll realize how much i really mean to u, when im no longer there..

Tell me u love me and maybe i wont hurt as bad.. </3

Cryin these tears no one will ever see..trying to be someone i'll never be..

Little gurl..age 14..i saw it in the newspaper..she took her life..

No one said it would be easy, they just promised it would be worth it. <33

Make me smile, and i promise i'll love u forever..<33