I'm just looking for a place to hide,
'cause I don't want to explain.
They would never understand,
'cause even I can't make out
why I'm so depressed.

Life is like a rollercoaster.
Sometimes you feel well,
But suddenly you're down again.
Life is a permanently up and down.
Where is the sense in it?

I hope when I die,
I'll go to heaven,
because my lifetime I spent in hell.

I'm afraid I never really loved you but rather the feeling to be loved.

If he really loved me,
he wouldn't even had to think about it,
if he wanted me back or not.

And I'm looking to the sky with tears in my eyes...

Losing a loved one will change your life forever. If you have to accept death at a young age, you'll understand more about this world.

If you lost a loved one, you'll never be afraid of nothing because if you're not afraid of death then there's no point in being scared at all.

You said you didn't want me to leave you.
But now it was you who left me here alone in this pain.
I can't take it anymore and I just want to follow you.

Even though you are in heaven now, I just want you to be proud of me. So I'm going on even if it hurts like hell.