Today is one of the days I wish I would die and could see the people attending my funeral from above...Just to know if someone cares about me.

I don't want to be your happy, ambitious and friendly girl anymore. Can't you see that this isn't me?

Again...
I feel lost
worthless
unwanted
hated
and
empty...
Somehow it seems like it's a never ending spiral.

If you knew how much pain I feel inside since you've been gone,
would you finally believe me that you meant the world to me?