This poison i take so gracefully
flowing through my veins...
Confusing tides, don't pay attention to the moon
as my mind eats away at my skin...
I have to say I'm sorry
I just ruin everything...
The fiery furnace of your pain
seeps into my heart...
Every time I turn around,
You are there for me...
You've been dead for a few years,
But it's hit me like an attack...
I can't stand to look at you
It hurts me every time...
All this trust I've put in you
is thrown back into my face...
And she was too envious
for her own good...
All these feelings locked inside
slowly but still dissolving my mind...
I'm so emotional and i don't know why
every time you speak i want to run and hide...
Emotionally unstable
and I'm more insane than I knew...