And with the shaking of my hands I nail your photo to the wall, But when I turn my back it does nothing but fall

The cut in the shape of your name, slowly engraved, into my heart of shame, and the blood runs out of my chest, I know nothing will be the same ever again.

Turn around now, and see the face of death

Your smile hurts worse when I know they're because of her

The dark void of my heart is held together by the red rose left by yours

She makes you so happy....and that's all i want......even if it tears me apart

If only the tears I've lost because of you, could be shown....because then maybe you would have understood, maybe you would have known. That you broke my heart, and left me to die.

Envy raising up inside because i know you'll always be, showing all your love to that so-called 8th grade prodigy.
*from a song i wrote*

I really don't want you to hate me,
But you will before all this is through,
Because even if I'm in front of your eyes,
I'll always be second best to you.

Sew me together, I can't hold the needle by myself.