This really astounds me
and i hate myself for it...

Blades run across my fingertips
it takes me now - just deep small slits...

Do you think its easy?
to be crawling on the floor...

*this is a song. It still sucks, but im working on...
CHORUS...

We all lay around
dwelling on "what ifs&quot...

When you try to dry my eyes, another tear will...
and when you chase me round and round, i will...

***you live to teach a lie
you die to save a life...

Ive lived my life knowing of the pain ive suffered
ive lived my life knowing what could have been...

I tried to look on the bright side
where it seems to be just as dark as mine...

Dreaming is for dreamers
Seeking is for seekers...

I seriously thought this was over.
I naively thought it was gone...

Taking a step away from protection
outside from where you kept me in confusion...