Blades run across my fingertips
it takes me now - just deep small slits...

I tried to look on the bright side
where it seems to be just as dark as mine...

Im so lost inside my head
Ive been so drowned by my own thoughts...

We all lay around
dwelling on "what ifs&quot...

How is it that you can be better
and i must stay the same...

***you live to teach a lie
you die to save a life...

This really astounds me
and i hate myself for it...