All the things you give to me
the biggest smiles and loudest laughs...

Opening up the box to find ur suicidal suprise
excitement filling ur lungs,breathing harder every...

Deep blue depression seeping in
dark red blood rushing out...

Shades of red takin over my sight
frustration overshadowing m thoughts...

As i wonder aimlessly about how im gonna make it...
i sit silently hoping for someone to come along...