I want a guy that will make me happy.
Someone that will make me smile when I hear his voice.
Someone that will love me unconditionally.
I want someone that will have my friends say to one another
"shes finally happy again"

You're so dreamy, you're so sweet.
swept completely off my feet.
you duct-taped my heart back together
I think that this could last
I know that this will last forever.

& he said that death sounded better than loving me..

She was always so sad, but she never said a word. She just swallowed this feeling of regret, and smiled.

Perfect lie. perfect cry.
perfect knife. perfect cut.
perfect blood. perfect death
the world is so depressing

I'm a strong girl, keeping my shit in line
even when the tears are streaming down my face,
i still manage to say the words, "i'm fine"

Yeah they talk about her.
she smiles like she's so tough.
she says,
"hey can you talk a little louder,
i don't think my heart is broken enough"

Somebody asked me today why Im always wearing long sleeves. And I replied "Because long sleeves hide the things that you dont want the world to see..."

Nothing.
nothing is wrong.
& asking is against the rules.
crying is against the rules.
you're strong,
don't let them break you.
they're trying to destroy you.

She keeps on asking, "do you think it hurts to die?"
it's hurting so much more to stay alive..