Fake a smile everyday
Don't let them know you're not okay...
I saw her sitting there,
Her face so pale...
I barely remember that night,
The memory is so vague...
[Shh, little one, it's okay.]
Little shivers are continually shooting through my...
I'm staring down the barrel of this gun
Knowing his mistakes can't be undone...
Only the screen could tell this splintered tale,
Of passion sprinkled with lust, intoxicating...
Innocence leaked away the moment we met.
My eyes are cold and aged, but I don't regret...
This attempted murder of my soul has built up...
Bitterness and hatred have made a home in my sore...
Phantom whispers creep along walls,
Thoughts too disturbed to please ears...
Sitting on this mountaintop,
Thinking about our departure...
Crystallized candy surrenders to the ground.
Wrought from the very essence of malice...
I sit on my roof,
Gazing at the stars...