Crack it open
Quietly as I can...
I am saddest when in laughing. . .
Loneliest in a crowded room...
I looked into your eyes and lied
I looked into your eyes and said I was okay...
I need you more than anything,
I need someone to ask me if Im okay...
To let go does not mean to stop caring,
it means I can't do it for someone else...
I don't know who I am anymore
Or who I want to become...
Don't know what to say
Stuck...
This pain is consuming me
It takes away everything that I am...