Again and again I told you,
I lied and said I stopped...

I know you only want to help,
I suppose you really cared...

I am writing...
Sinning a web of my own design... I am writing...

I'm trapped in a maze of my own making,
Distances away...

It happened so long ago,
Though it was only a couple of days...

You told me not to look back,
As you walked away...

Today I feel happy,
All I want is to see you laugh...

I don’t become depressed,
I go numb...

Empty eyes turn on me,
Searching, searing, judging me...

Stop yelling at him,
He doesn't understand...

Why are they laughing,
Every day...

You.
You were there, in the background, I just never...