Again and again I told you,
I lied and said I stopped...
Today I feel happy,
All I want is to see you laugh...
You told me not to look back,
As you walked away...
Stop yelling at him,
He doesn't understand...
I'm trapped in a maze of my own making,
Distances away...
I don’t become depressed,
I go numb...
Empty eyes turn on me,
Searching, searing, judging me...
Birds fly,
People die...
Why are they laughing,
Every day...
It happened so long ago,
Though it was only a couple of days...
I am writing...
Sinning a web of my own design... I am writing...
I know you only want to help,
I suppose you really cared...