I feel a loss of words
u dont know what its like
to be me
always on the outside loooking in
never feeling happy
turning to that blade to give me relief
you dont understand
nobody does
nobody ever will

Its so hard to cover up in front of everybody you pull your sleeves down and then put a fake smile on your face

I turn to the blade and i fall to the ground
i hear footsteps running then sirens
then before i die i hear one last voice,
im sorry but this girl has died from a broken heart

I dont know why...
i cant help but cry...

as i watch the rain fall outside
its the same as how i feel

cold and dark
never to be the same again

those memories just keep coming back
i cant help but cry.....