My room is all white and comfy
and its like the same white light
as when i see gods angels ...
did i forget to mention to u that its padded?

by MD

Suicide...
you're only weak when youu first get the thoughts..
You're stong if you can actually go through with it

By MD

NOTHING is more mind numbing
then the thought of HIM

By MD

She tries so hard not to be defeated by herself but its a never winning game and everytime she fails all she hears is loser

By MD

Yea i still love him
and I wish he loved me too,
but I know its not a fairy tale
because my story didnt start off..
"once upon a time"
my story started with
"did they really love each other"

By MD

What happened here,
How did I lose the person that i love so dear???

By MD

Wanna tell me what myforehead says now?
does it say :
Cheat on me, I believe lies
or:
Lie to me, I trust easy
or:
Leave me, I love to easy
how about:
Kill me, I deserve to DIE

By MD

Oh joy, another day not wanting to wake up
another day to want to die
another day waiting to upset someone
another day to starve myself
another day to cry
another day to hurt
another day to wait for the end

by MD

Tear me apart,
rip up the pieces
Break me apart,
shatter me into pieces
Destroy me,
send me into the wind

By MD

Hold onto that last thread, the last bit of hope you have. Even though you know its so thin you could lose everything in a matter of seconds. Are you still willing to hold on knowing the risk of losing everything? Will you risk it all or just give up now?