As one of my best friends you were there to help me through it all, all my broken relationships and tears. but now that we are finally together, where are you, when i need help with our relationship, you dont seem to be near...

You know the blank look on my face when you broke up with me on the way to class today? yea get used to that look becuase it is the only look you will ever get from me again

The funny thing is.... i knew all along.. that you were.......... the same.... that no matter how amazing you seemed.... another peice of my heart would be gone as soon as you were

On the outside i seem fine.. i am laughing and smiling.. hell no one even knows we are over... but on the inside i have to skold myself for wishing you would drive off a cliff in your new eclipse

Omg i am so so scared at school right now. there have been gang wars at my school all week and now there are rumers about shootings that will be going on today at school. it is really scary and i want to go home!!!

What you and i shared was special, and to this day those feelings still remain. And although my dad has kept us apart for so long, i know that no matter what, the love we share will be strong...

People just see one side of me, the side that i let show, but there is another part about me, that no one will ever know. i dont dress emo and i always pretend to smile. but this depression inside me has been here for the longes while