Wut if the last thing u ever said to me was that u hated me even if u didnt.. and i died the next day. how would u feel?

Xx a red crimson sea flows beneath mexX

my red tears flow silently to the ground

## no one can see the pain i hide deep down inside ##

_`~d* no more crying tears tonite..
no more drama in my life...*d~`_

Other lessons learned.. u gotta kno ur friends or else u will get burned gota trust in me cuz i can quaranttee that u'll be fine.. no more tears no more pain

If u can see i am very good at acting.. i have acted most of my life.. i have faked a smile laugh and alll that and everyone thot it was reall.. haha no it was all an act.. get it now?

I have this sharp pain in my heart... wut should i do? should i tell someone? cuz i honestly duno wtu to do ne more.. please tell me i want to get rid of this pain.. it hurts me so

What if i told u nuthin is worth it ne more. would u believe me? or would u think im lying. nuthin is worth it ne more.. you dont have to believe me.. but its true

People always asked me why i did what i did, and i said "because its easier than feeling something"