Lost in this painful life

I'm a suffering fool

Watch me fall
block my call
close your eyes
forget those lies
start to breathe
walk and leave

U were the one i loved the one i cared for.. u said u cared u said u loved but then u went and broke my heart.. and now the only thing i really can do is watch myself fall apart

why am i always holding on to something that isnt even there anymore?

I dont know what to do anymore.. i really dont.. i cant seem to let you go and i wish i could but i cant.. so im sorry and thats it..goobye

Dont wish for something that you will regret

the outcome is always the same in the end

:...: Battered and bruised

Broken confused :...:

I hate my fricken life
i want to kill my self with this sharp knife
someday i will slice
and there will be no more
heres the game of dice
i dont wana live anymore