The riddle to life is death

Sometimes losing it all
is all u have got left

i've been gone for far to long

Friendships never die
Only hearts do

Im sittin in my room
depressed as can be
feeling so gloom
wishing you would see
all the pain
i hide deep down inside

I dont have a reason to live.. so y do i?

how far will we go to be skinny?

not mine but i really liked it

I am nothing
i am nobody
i am stupid
i am gone
i am dead
i am sad of all of this
i am fed up with all of it
i am gona leave this earth
i am gona die from depression
i am now gone
goodbye

~~ I died by suicide ~~

Why does everyone leave when i need them the most?