Dreaming with a broken heart... waking up is the hardest part

Im gona give up again.. cuz thats all i really can do.. so here i will say it outloud for you to hear.. im finally giving up on you..

~dont walk away from the one you love and dont watch the one you love walk away from you~

we all wait for that one special one.. the one that we believe is rite for us.. but we never kno if hes gona be true, if hes not then you wil end up blue. we are the bait jus waitin for the rite guy...

YOUR MY BEST FRIEND.. BUT YOU DONT BELIEVE ME WHEN IM HAPPY.. OR WHEN I SAY SOMETHING..SOMETIMES YOU DO.. BUT SOMETIMES YOU DONT.. I REALLY WISH YOU WOULD JUS TRUST AND BELIEVE!.. YOUR MY BEST FRIEND PLEASE KNOW THAT

when i sit by myself i get all these flashbacks.. dont know why they jus come back.. then i see the sharpness of a needle hit my skin and blood dripping from within

im dying on the inside..no one can see... if only you could.. i would still be, dead

im so depressed everytime i tried to express you didnt hear wut i had to say. you heard wut u wanted to hear. that i was ok

what would you do if tomorrow you woke up went to school and didnt know where i was? then you found out that i killed myself. what would you do if you never saw me ever again?

you saw me fall... so what happend? why didnt you catch me?