my red tears flow silently to the ground

Xx a red crimson sea flows beneath mexX

Wut if the last thing u ever said to me was that u hated me even if u didnt.. and i died the next day. how would u feel?

Life sux but we get thru. no one wants to see that the life we wish we knew was rite there. but we chose the other way.. we took the life that could kill us. jus cuz we dont like ourselves.. so here we go takin the wrong path... o well it happens.

Wut does it mean to be depressed? does it mean that i hate life want to die and go away.. live another life.. or wut? wtu does it really mean. does ne one even kno?

My black soul is here to stay nuthin in my life is happy. i duno y i jus cant be happy i like it dark. i like the mystery. maybe someday u will c that i am the way i am and how i am is i like my black soul. its not like i can change it ne way

I cant keep living my life like this.. i miss my happy life.. but now all i see my self is being sad and never happy again.. is that how it is gona be? never happy jus plain old sad..

--my soul is black and my tears are red.
my tears flow from my eyes and my arms and it shows my black soul--

If u could take the chance and watch me fall would u? or would u take the chance and catch me if u saw me fall?

If u see me smile kno that its fake not real. i always have to make a fake smile laugh and yea im jus sick of it.. but u wouldnt understand if i told u so im not gona try...